Religion for me is a complicated issue. I was raised as a boy to be Catholic. Attending weekly mass, praying at night, and finding purpose in my life through love for something greater than myself love with God. Slowly I began to see the corruption of the church I belonged to, and it became harder for me to easily accept the truths that were given to me. I became skeptical of the word of God and the cracks became wholes that I could no longer ignore. It made me sick to see how the words of good intention could be so easily twisted to justify incomprehensible action. So I abandoned my faith and resigned myself with a world without a God. Thus I began to accept the facts I could comprehend, and take life in stride. Personally, in my opinion, I find it amazing that no matter where you look in all the different spiritual practices there are common themes. Of course, there are differences in literature, practices, and beliefs but they all try to satisfy human anxiety. The anxiety of existence, purpose, and the unknown. Humanity is afraid of their mortality afraid of what they cannot comprehend. This fear has driven us astray many times and will continue to do so in times of great trial. No matter if it originated in the west or east humans strived for a peaceful way of living. To be loved and to love. Find acknowledgment from others, purpose in living, and meaning in pain and suffering. It’s only natural that texts written centuries ago wouldn’t hold up to scientific rigor with the knowledge we have accumulated since their conception. It was a different time, and thus a different knowledge base to pull from, but behind all that there is a clear sentiment that even I understand.
What I see now in my own time is how the desire for wealth and the forces of capitalism have replaced the force of religion in western society. There was once a time in which man worked with what little crops he had, died young, and lived as Hobbes once describe “solitary, poor, nasty, brutish, and short”. So man wondered what is the purpose of this? Regardless of opinion man turned to God. In whatever sect or form it may have arisen, but God was the answer. You may be suffering now but at the end of the tunnel there is salvation. Kings claimed divine right because it gave them legitimacy in the eyes of the people. I am not advocating that this is right, or it should have been done. Nor am I saying that man should be blind to the religion as I have mentioned before I’ve seen with my own two eyes how easily it can be corrupted. What I am attempting to convey is that in the world we live in today is a shallow one. People have replaced community, prayer, and simplicity for pleasure, and fame. It is now okay to view people as a means to an end. Making friends not to have connections, but because you are looking at career opportunities. Consume clothing, electronic devices, posters, and products to feed the economy. Throw away humility, but instead follow the impulses of greed, ambition, and pleasure. Live for only yourself, and not for others. That the goal in life fundamentally is to accumulate capital and to die. As society has moved more secular and away from the forces of religion. Partly due to the fault of organized religion and its incapability to adjust its views, and connect with the changing mind of humanity. It has become evident to me that it has become easy to justify improper actions in our time. We admire role models who exemplify corruption, ego, vanity, and greed. For capitalism is a system of competition, and for all its merits it is an environment in which those who do whatever takes reach the top. It is why you have CEO’s who view workers as mere numbers on a piece of paper, and politicians who will do anything for power. Lie, cheat, and ally themselves with those who give them the greatest chance of success. Thus it becomes a world without ideals, and this is a world that holds absolutely no true value.
It has taken me time, but I finally see the value in believing something higher than yourself. It may differ from person to person, but believing there are ultimate consequences has a purpose. We become united in our fear of death of what we cannot understand: The scarcity of life. We wonder about the destiny of life itself. Thus it becomes a way to learn to live a moral life that fosters a strong community and unity. A world where the free market has replaced this is a world that is fractured. Interactions are superficial because we are fearful to be emotionally vulnerable we live life thinking only of our hearts desire thinking of only the present. Humanity has become arrogant, and selfish but like all things, we will soon learn humility once again. Nature and God has a way of resetting the balance. As Icarus once flew and burned so will we as we often do. Since the cycle of ascending, and declining is the same. Nothing ever lasts forever. All good and bad things come to an end eventually. So will we all someday. Now the question becomes how to do we restore unity in a fractured capital-driven society. It is obvious people will always disagree when it comes to the literature of the word of God. What force can bind people together especially now in a world that is flowing with different ethnicities, and ideas due to globalization? I say we point for a common culture, history, and land seek the answer. One can disagree on many issues, and debate endlessly, but most good common people value their community. When you run your hands through the dirt of your home one can feel a special connection a sense of tradition, history, and the flow of energy of past generations. Slowly the realization that you are the embodiment of past ideals, and that the torch has been given to you to shine the past for those still unborn.
For greater the peace, greater must be the sacrifice.